Such an awful state to be in!!!

Just when it seemed all was over,
All liaisons of heart were left dry and sunder,
Have I been struck once again,
And I find myself confused, though all in vain.

The effect was slow to grow on,
It never appeared it will get so strong
However as I write, I have indulged in deeds,
For which I have been ridiculed & often found myself in pits.

Though I have been enslaved of someone's thoughts before
And have craved hard for someone's attention.
But never have the sense of someone's rejection,
Have unsettled me and left me in dejection.

I have however learnt it well and clear,
That a beautiful thing, everyone finds dear.
What beauty seeks the most, is admiration
What vanity craves for, are multiple sources of adulation.

Therefore attempt not of keeping her in snare,
Do not wish that of her attention, you will get lion's share.

She is a cool breeze from mountains,
Laced with fragrance of flowers from valley.
It is for her to decide, where she will bring showers incessantly,
And whom she will leave parched and dry.